You know, there are times I am really disappointed in myself. These times usually come after I realize that I have slidden down the preverbal 'slippery slope.' It is only when I'm at the bottom, that I realize where I am. That happened to me today.
I was caught off guard. And in a moment of self indulgent weakness, I complained rather bitterly about another person in my office. It was un-professional. It didn't glorify my Lord at all. Tomorrow, I will apologize to the person who listened to my outburst. They deserve it.
Each day I start out with a time of scripture reading and prayer. It is utterly amazing to me how quickly that can be lost when I walk in the office. One day, I hope to change that. With God's mercy, maybe I will.
