I thought I was getting to the end of a serious time of testing with the jetski accident this summer. However, the Lord had other plans. Thanksgiving Thursday, I injured my back. I thought it was minor, but time has proven otherwise. The doctor was kind enough to call in a prescription on 11/28, and the pain was reduced. But, it came back with a vengeance. It has lasted with intensity ever since.
Last Thursday, I had an MRi. The doctor was supposed to call me with the results, but he hasn't yet. I think he will find a herniated disc which is putting tremendous pressure on a set of nerves down my left leg. It is so painful. This morning, I was in tears uncontrollably.
I do not know what the Lord is working in my life. Whatever it is, the lesson has been extremely difficult. I'm not Job, and I cannot claim to be righteous other than by the blood of my savior, Jesus. I only hope that this trial will end soon. I am blessed that it has not been worse and I know that I am loved as a child of the Lord. It is just so hard right now.
I am praying that He will heal me and that I will not fail in this trial.
